I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
emotionally overwhelmed by everything right now
I’m laughing at myself
I’m crying because of my own faults
I chose to do all of these things, I chose to take four APs I chose to run for and be key club president and I chose to take the sat early
I place stress and pressure on myself in order to be somewhat of a high achieving person
I choose to work under pressure and I choose to set high expectations and goals
now I feel like I’ve made a mistake doing so
I’ve always tried to fathom how bizarre it is when we lose things that were right in front of us a second ago.
But even more so, when that something is an actual person.